We found out a couple of days ago that we are pregnant again, woo hoo! I am excited, and nervous. I am trying to have a positive attitude. It is just so scary, it is almost like I don't even want to think it is real, or get excited about it, or look up names, etc, because I don't want to be devastated if we lose the baby again. I am really struggling to find joy in it all. I have been having really mild cramping the past couple of days too, so that makes me really worried, even more than I would be normally! So I am going to call our midwife today and try to get in asap. But in the meantime, I'm really trying to pray through it, and read a lot of verses. I am not going to allow the enemy a foothold in my life through worry and fear. The bible says, God does not give us a spirit of fear or timidity, but a spirit of power, love and self control. 2 Timothy 1:7 Heavenly Father, Thank You for this blessing Lord. Thank You for the miracle of life and the joy of pending motherhood. Thank You that you already know this baby in me, and you know my heart. Please protect this child, and wrap your arms of love and peace around me and this child. Thank You for your amazing love and care. I praise you today father. I give you this child, and I give you my anxieties and concerns. For I know I cannot do this without you, nor do I even want to try. I love you Lord. Thanks for your blessings on my life and my family. Amen.
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