Over the last week I have really not wanted to see people. I have been so excited over the last couple of months to run into everyone I've ever known to tell them we are having a baby. And now to go through telling them that we aren't, is awful. And really, I didn't think I wanted their hugs, and love and support, I just wanted my house, alone. But as the week went on, God brought amazing people into my life with words of encouragement and with stories of their own. These people have gone through similar and many times tougher things than I could ever imagine going through. Yet they are praising God and living a beautiful life. These people have given me verses that strengthened my faith, hugs that held me up, and love that is immeasurable. And I thank God for these people in my life. Most of all for my dear husband that doesn't know what to do or what to say, because what follows losing your baby. But he tries, and he is just there. And just being there is more important than anything right now. Thank you Father for always knowing what's best. Even though I may want to curl up in a ball in by bed, you know I need these amazing people that you put in my life, and that through these people I will see you more, and grow closer to you. So thank you.
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